Get over it
You will never be his type, you will never sparkle in his eyes, all you do is give him headachs…
Hold onto something
Why is it so hard to be nice to someone you love, is it because all they do is live to see you cry or is it because its hard to live and be around others?
Whatever the case, this person is not happy with themselves or, you. This person is unhappy and wants everyone to suffer, including you.
No matter how hard you try or how long it takes to express yourself to them, they just, dont, care. Nothing matters to them except existing and being selfish. Why? So they can drown in their own shitty emotions and live their life, negativly.
Once you fall into a cycle it is very, very hard to come out of. Relationships are hard to keep, especially when you know its a good one and it is worth having. Once, once, I knew how to talk to you, once, once, but not anymore.
There is an emptiness there and its sad and bitter. Forget me or forget me not, im waiting here, patiently.
Happiness is a warm gun
How about we take the most attractive guy with all the right qualities and turn him into an asshole when he hits age 21? Sounds about right for the guy ive been dating for the last two years.
I just wanted you to love me like I love you. That was all I wanted and unfortunatly, you have no regard for anything I want. “You know what bro, you should just do what I do and tune her out, it doesnt matter what she wants.”
When you said that I died inside, there really is no way to re kindle that fire, it went out for good.
I guess I just won’t ever be good enough.
I get it now
In a perplexing yet relieving way, you are in desperate need for attention from anything that moves. I was so concerned as to why you were acting in such a manner and now i see, you forgot where you stood. When we decided to do this, i was sobbing and you were consoling me. In my defense, you stole my car, got three huge hickies, and lied about where you went. You are quick to forget and jealousy follows. Your friend likes me because im a kind hearted person, you get jealous and think irrational things and that is the start of an unhealthy cycle. I told you i love you, i told you im here for you. You dont listen because you dont care but i know you too well, you also have a real problem with hearing, in general. I wish you could see im here to help you and myself grow, for us to grow, together..
You are the only one who means the world to me, bartender. Ive known you for two and a half years, we have done so much together and yet you want a break in this relationship. This is killing me, being more seperated from you. I thought I was giving you enough space, guess not. I thought this wouldn’t hurt alot, guess not.
"I’m tired of being in a relationship."
Translation; “im tired of you, im tired of trying to be a good boyfriend, i want to be free and not give a fuck.”
Im not going down without a fight though, i tried to gain weight, i tried doing all your chores i tried being loving and caring and i tried being there for you whenever you needed it. Now i look like a stupid bitch, im not even trying to make this about me. In fact, lets make sure nothing is ever about me ever again.
Im just a ghost, so forget me.